In the 'Groove' or not?!

Today I had one of my events take place. I was ok with it, yet I also know I could have done better. I know how much detail I can get from one spirit, yet I also realize that in front of a crowd of people I can't linger on for too long.

It is interesting with my work, that there are times when I know I'm in the groove, and then there are times when I don't fall so easily into that groove. I suppose it's like the musician, there are times when you're in the 'moment' of creation and then there are times, when you play on automatic but you know you're not creating sparks.

I like creating those sparks for the brief moment people get a chance to see me work. I always strive to have the connection so clear that there is no static what so ever and the spirit of the deceased person comes over me easily and effortlessly.

When performers say they have a routine, they follow and they then know they'll have a good performance, that is too what I usually do, follow a routine. Today though, I fell out of routine. It only took one phone call to shake my energy. This phone call wasn't even for me, nor anyone I knew. Yet it was too close to comfort.

During my work, I sensed I wasn't in the groove, yet the recipients at the event were happy, came up to me after wards and thank me whole heartily.

Someone also told me afterwards that I'm too hard on myself. I blame it on years and years of college and university papers and essays. Always striving towards the absolute best.

In my heart, only A is good enough for me, because I know I can deliver it. Yet it is obvious that B is splendid for others. They don't know the difference of B or A as I know it.

In the future, I will ask those that are around me, to respect my quiet place and turn off any gadgets so that I may perform the music spirit would like me to perform.

The string quartet should get full attention, not partial as this work truly is for spirit.

On a totally different note, why does my cat snore, and why does he gulp for air all the time?

Little Girl Britney

So today I did my event, and it went well. I was content, as I had as far as I know about 90% accuracy or more. The nodding of the heads tells me that.
Before I started the event today, I was hearing 'Cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs' repeatedly. I sort of ignored it until at the end, as it stayed with me.
So, I call out to the audience, I'm hearing continuous calling out Cuckoo for .... and I'm seeing that someone in the audience absolutely loves M&M's.
The reply was, well who doesn't!?
I didn't respond to it, as I thought to myself....well, I don't. I never eat those things. I was hearing it as I said repeatedly.
Finally a little girl makes herself known. She was probably about 6 years old, and absolutely adorable. She hears me calling out....Cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs..., Cuckoo etc. And she looks me straight in the face and tells me, that is my favourite breakfast! And I LoVe M&M's! So we made a link there.
It was nice, as it was very much out of the ordinary. Usually people from the audience don't come walking right up to me, but she did. She climbed off her mothers lap, and walked right up to me. Wide eyed, her and I began this intense conversations about all the things she loved etc. etc. That is, one of her grandfathers was telling her, how he was watching her, and how he knew all these things about her.
Her mom was there, and she was able to confirm all I said to the little girl. The little girl was only 2 feet away from me, absolutely mesmerized. I asked her mom later if this was the first time she ever got a message from the 'higher side'? And her mom said yes.
At the end of it all, I asked the little girl her name, and she told me Britney! I responded to her, well Beautiful Britney, just don't ever cut your hair.
The whole crowd started cracking up, and she didn't understand any of that, not knowing that Britney Spears shaved off her hair two days ago.
This Britney, reached into her pocket and pulled out a green stone. I too reached into my pocket and pulled out a white and pink stone. (I never ever carry anything in my pockets, except for today for some odd reason) She held up her stone and said: See my stone! See my stone! I handed her the stone I was holding, and said and here you have another one. This is a 'wish' stone, and every time you wish for something, just rub it, and your wish will eventually come true.
I was thinking of the movie 'The Secret' when I handed her my wish stone.

This Britney who's grandpa came through, was the most memorable out of the whole day. She's a natural musician I told her mom, and she sure is!

Events like these I enjoy doing, I can reach many more people, than when I meet only with a couple of people, in a private setting.

I believe that some mediums are fantastic at the 'one on one' message work and then there are those that are great in larger audiences. I prefer the latter.

I'll be doing another event in a couple of weeks. I have to say for now, thank god it's been slow lately as I was getting tired.

Being a medium is not a glamorous profession at all. There is a lot of travel involved and some mediums tend to spend quite a lot of time on their own.